It's all been for you

Thes words are something I was afraid I was never going to say. I've always guarded myself, had walls set up, braced for pain because I knew I would feel it, but who knew that a day would come when I broke down. A breakdown I've always been afraid of yet with you it came so naturally. I'm physically, emotionally, and even spiritually broken to start with, but this breakdown speaks valumes of a different nature. A kinder nature. I'm still afraid of being hurt, but you put me together once you can do it again I'm sure. My heart was given to you entirely, and a home was made for it. It has been mended, and well taken care of ever since. My body was battered, beaten, and bruised. Tortured by my past, tormented by choices, desecrated in ways unknown to many, but it too found a place to be held. In your arms I laid myself down and my wounds were healed. The lacerations and bruises ,whether laid upon by another or by myself, were well taken care of because of your needle and thread. I once was afraid of being hurt. I still am but not so much by you. You have proven to be a trustworthy soul ,and you have taken care of me. My faith in you has not been misplaced ,and now i can say the words I've been longing to say for so long. I love you. I always have and sweetheart I always will.